A bold, co-ed membership space for advanced seekers - where Buddhist practice meets playful shadow work...and nothing is off-limits.
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This isnât a beginnerâs circle. The Underground is a spiritual training ground - an advanced, refined space to cultivate depth, discipline + devotion.
If youâve outgrown surface-level spirituality + youâre ready for lineage-rooted Tibetan Buddhist practices, playful (and sometimes taboo) shadow integration + radical responsibility, youâre in the right place.
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Join the waitlist below to be the notified when doors reopen at the start of October 2025.
You're already powerful.
You've been doing the work.
The Underground is where we turn the dial all the way up.
Inside this advanced monthly membership space - rooted in Tibetan Buddhist practice - you'll become the version of you who leads with devotion, lives with an open heart + refuses to dim your power ever again.
Imagine feeling like this on a regular basis:
đĽ Clear. Confident. Courageous.
đ Receptive. Radiant. Deeply turned on by your life.
đ¤ Spiritually grounded. Intuitively led. Radically self-trusting.
This isnât about âhealing.â Itâs about self-mastery.Â
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Note: This is an evolving + open-ended membership - not a cohort or closed course with an end-date.
Get on the waitlist below to be the first to know when doors reopen at the start of October 2025.
KEEP ME IN THE LOOP
The doors reopen October 2025...
The Underground is an advanced members-only space -Â not for newbies, not for the mainstream. Think part Mystery School, part Spiritual Dojo - with a heavy dash of irreverent humor.Â
đĽ Niche. Subversive. Wildly liberating.
For the ones whoâve outgrown the New Age starter pack - now seeking devotional structure, spiritual discipline + a deeper lineage to grow into for the long haul.
Whoâve always been a little too wild or too dark for the typical curated "conscious" scene.
Who crave real intimacy - with love, with shadow, with unapologetic truth.
âĄThink: Tantric Monk meets Hot Alt Indie Frontwoman.đ¤đź
If thatâs you?
Youâre gonna want in.
HOP ON THE WAITLISTWhat members are saying about being inside...Â

Vibe Check: What It Feels Like Inside
Picture it...
Weâre downtown, tucked into a gritty, cult-classic coffee shop on the Lower East Side.
Weâre curled up in a corner booth - talking Existential Kink, sipping almond lattes spiked with a triple shot of espresso, vibing to a moody, sexy R&B playlist à la Sade-meets-Chris Brown in the background.
Thereâs a hidden staircase in the back (and only the regulars know).
Downstairs? A dimly lit, velvet-drenched BDSM dungeon.
(Obviouslyđâď¸ - I was definitely a Dominatrix in a past life, lol)
The lights are dim. Smoky sweet incense is in the air. Itâs sacred and a little dangerous. It feels like unapologetic freedom.
Thatâs The Underground.

Glow-Ups, Breakthroughs + Big-Ass Shifts
(aka: proof this shit works when you show up)
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I Didn't Want Another Love-and-Light-Only Echo Chamber...
Here's Why I Created This Space (for real):Â
My biggest breakthroughs didnât happen in yoga studios or on $5K Bali retreats.
They happened alone - on the floor, in front of my altar - during heartbreak, identity death or that terrifying void after a leap of faith when nothing made sense yet.
And at a certain point on my spiritual journey, I outgrew surface-level tools. When my soul started whispering, âIt's time to serve in a new way + step into higher leadershipâ, deep down I knew I needed a stronger lineage that could support that bigger vision.Â
Thatâs when I âaccidentallyâ (karma đ) stumbled into a Tibetan Buddhist class. The first time I heard the dharma (Buddhist philosophy), it felt like total magic - I knew I was home. Then things started rapidly aligning in a new direction.
The deeper I committed - to myself, to the path, to actual transformation of my mind - the more life met me with opportunities to share. Not from ego, but from embodiment.
But for years before this, I was the spiritual rebel wishing I had the right place to land. A space that wasnât another vanilla âgood vibes onlyâ circle - or a dogmatic-rituals kinda space, either.
I craved something edgier. A space that welcomes all of you:
đĽ Where shadow isnât avoided - itâs honored.
đĽ Where you donât have to hide your anger, your impatience or your eroticism to be âspiritual enough".
đĽ Where deep, smart, irreverent souls whoâve outgrown the love-and-light-only bypassing can keep evolving.
đĽ Where you can show up undiluted - and be met with respect.
So, here we are.
Bottom line: If youâre not looking for the entry-level portal anymore +Â this story is resonating...
The Underground was made for you.

Being Here Won't Just "Shift Your Energy"- It'll Change Your Life.
(Because letâs keep it 100%: you don't just want to meditate or self-reflect. You want real results + an abundant, hot, joyful existence.)
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Love, Intimacy + SexÂ
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đĽ Shift into desire that's devotional, not desperate
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đ Reignite a dead bedroom with ease + play (no blame, no forcing)
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đŞ Stay open in rupture or conflict - no more avoidance, anxiety spirals or shutdowns
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đ Feel confident + radiant in your body, instead of shaming or punishing it
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đŻď¸ Awaken eros as a living current of devotion, not a side quest for sexiness (it's nobody else's responsibility to make you feel hot AF)
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⨠Speak your raw truth in intimacy - no shrinking, no censoring, no masks
Power, Boundaries + Identity
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đ§ Make clear decisions from inner authority - not panic, guilt or people-pleasing
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đĽ Align with dharma over ego, even when itâs wildly uncomfortable (like walking away from the wrong job, the wrong partner, the outdated version of you)
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⥠Reclaim your unapologetic power - stop leaking energy trying to be liked
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đŞSay ânoâ with zero guilt + âyesâ with full- body clarity
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đ¸ Magnetize aligned opportunities through integrity - let your presence (not gimmicks) lead
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⨠Trust your intuition over trauma loops - and confidently act on it
Devotion + Discipline Meets Peace + Liberation
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đż Root your practice in ancient lineage (not trends) - stop bypassing your shadow
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𧨠Untangle karmic bonds - especially the seductive ones disguised as soulmates đ
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đ§Ź Train your mind to make clear, confident choices that serve your highest good - rewire the mental loops of doubt + unworthiness
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đ§ââď¸ Let devotion anchor you - so external chaos canât shake your inner peace
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đ¤ Build unwavering inner stability - everything you need to thrive follows your internal state of being
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This is the kind of karmic recalibration that doesn't just shift your mood for 5 minutes - it reprograms your entire reality, from the inside out.
You already know the life you want...and this can take you there.
I WANT IN!Think 10 minutes a day can't change your life?
Think again...Â

What Youâll Get Inside
Hereâs what your months inside The Underground will actually look likeâŚ
đ¤Â A Monthly Theme to Anchor You
Each month, we'll explore an intentional theme. Something that's alive in the orbit. A provocative, disruptive or playful thread to help you rewire how you relate to your life, power + relationships.
đĽÂ One Daily Meditation Practice
Youâll get one potent Tibetan Buddhist practice (15 mins or less) to repeat daily that's aligned with the monthly theme. These are not entry-level - they're designed for karmic purification + clarity that actually sticks.
đĽÂ Mid-Month Transmission
Pre-recorded, video format. Raw storytelling, Buddhist teachings, Existential-kink style shadow work and/or creative rituals to integrate the monthly theme. Watch anytime, on your own terms.
đ§Â Private Telegram Temple
A broadcast channel where I drop unfiltered riffs, audio transmissions + spicy truth a few times a week.
đŻď¸Â A Self-Led (But Deeply Held) Spiritual Community
No Zoom fatigue. No information overload. No group therapy energetics. No redundant chat forum. Just a private portal + quiet field of others doing the real work.
âĄÂ And Yes⌠the Membership Will Evolve As We Grow
The membership is open-ended + ongoing - and we just got started in July 2025 with the Founding Members. As it grows, new layers may unfold (think: live calls + more integrative support tiers). But weâre starting stripped-down + powerful -Â on purpose.
If that turns you on? đĽ
I WANT IN WHEN DOORS REOPENWhat Makes The Underground Unique
It's spiritual discipline, but in a leather jacket + telling a dirty joke, lol. đď¸đĽ.
Yes - I work hard...but I play hard, too! đ Around here, laughter is medicine.
(honestly, I think a lot of people in this industry could lighten the fuck up, lol)
Spiritual growth isnât meant to feel like a punishment. And you're not a project who has to prove you're worthy.
Why is The Underground different from most spiritual spaces? Here's the thing: You canât get what Iâm sharing from the Calm meditation app, a Hay House book or some weekend warrior Neo-Tantra workshop.
What we're doing inside is rooted in ancient lineage -Tibetan Buddhist wisdom passed directly from teacher to student for thousands of years - and filtered through years of daily practice + real-life application.
This means you have to choose to enter...and stick around to see for yourself the kind of radical transformation that's possible. (Just read the testimonials I've shared + you'll get the idea!)
So yeah...my flavor's rare. đđ
đ As far as spiritual teachers go, I'm definitely provocative + I'm not here to coddle your ego - Iâll be challenging it (with love). âĄÂ
If your soul's craving playful rebellion, real devotion + practices that actually work ...
You belong here. đŤśđź

Yes, these practices actually work - even after only 30 daysâŚ

The Monthly Member Rate is:Â
$88/month
Get on the waitlist below to be the first to know when The Underground reopens at the beginning of October 2025.
I WANT IN NEXT ROUND!Entry By Application Only
đ The Underground isnât for everyone -Â and that's the point.
Iâm not gatekeeping as a flex. Iâm protecting the integrity of what's being built here.
The practices I teach are nuanced - deeper than what you'll find in the mainstream - and they require emotional maturity, self-awareness, radical responsibility + a willingness to get uncomfortable.
Every person applies - even for this entry-level tier.
Thatâs the bar, babe.
If that excites you more than it scares you...you're probably one of us.
đđźÂ Join the waitlist below to receive an exclusive invitation to apply when the application + enrollment process begins on September 30, 2025 (for a very limited time only).
The application link will not be public! You must be on the waitlist to receive the details to join the membership.
GET ON THE WAITLISTIf youâre ready to embody your unapologetic power, lead with devotion + live with a wildly-open heart...The Underground is calling.
Pre-Entry Intel
aka: everything else you need to know before you apply
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â¤ď¸âđĽÂ Who This Is Actually For
What if Iâve never meditated or practiced Buddhism before?
What makes this different from other "spiritual" monthly memberships?
Is this for women only or is it co-ed?
đ°ď¸ Time, Energy + Commitment
How much time will I need to dedicate to this monthly?
What if I fall off or miss a few days of the meditation practice?
What if Iâm âtoo busyâ to meditate every day?
Is this a course with an end date â or an ongoing membership? How long do I need to commit for?
đŹ Support, Payment + Application
Is there any community interaction, group support or live calls?
Will I get personalized support from you?
What's the refund + cancellation policy?
How does the application + enrollment process work?
PsstâŚenrollment opens again at the end of September 2025.
In order to receive an exclusive invitation to apply, get on the private waitlist - it's the only way in.
The Application + Enrollment process begins on September 30, 2025 (for a very limited time only).
The application link will not be public, so enter your info below to stay in the loop.Â
Remember, the only way to be able to apply + enroll is by getting on the waitlist below!đ¤đŤđĽ