Doors are currently closed until 2026...

I created The Underground for self-led seekers who crave devotion that feels gritty + playful. A space that’s raw + erotic, not polished love-and-light vibes.

This isn’t another basic self-help group.

The Underground is for spiritual rebels + creatives who’ve already done the therapy, outgrown the endless “inner child” journaling + tried the New Age remedies. You’re not here to “fix yourself” anymore.

You don’t want another mindset hack. You want practices that shake your core + redefine the way you love, create + lead - while still feeling spicy + fun, not heavy. Here you'll get Buddhist teachings you can apply to modern life - in a relaxed format + without the dogma.

This is where ancient lineage meets irreverence, shadow isn’t bypassed + love isn’t sugarcoated.

If you’ve ever felt too wild, too much or too real for most mainstream spiritual circles...you belong here. 🫶🏼

For Singles → You keep telling yourself you’ll “do the intimacy work” once you meet someone. Wrong. That’s why you're either still alone or keep attracting the same old shit. This is where you clean up your patterns that block love now -  so you stop hiding at home where it's "safe" (while secretly longing for touch + emotional connection) or magnetizing partners from your wounds...and instead walk into your next relationship prepared for the real challenges, when the honeymoon dopamine fades + the shadows start surfacing. I’ve helped countless singles break these exact cycles of avoidance or denial + the change always starts with you. 

For Couples → You say you want depth, but you’re still dodging the hard conversations + slipping into the blame-game or frustrating fights on repeat. This is where you turn your relationship into spiritual practice - burning through the self-sabotage, so love doesn’t just survive as you grow together...it gets hotter + richer over time. I’ve supported many couples to transform these patterns + the truth is this: once you take full ownership of your side of the relationship struggles, the difference is night + day - even after only 12 weeks.  You don’t even need your partner to be on board or “do the work” with you! The biggest shifts happen internally first - and the relationship follows.

For Men → Finally: sacred intimacy training, without the group-therapy vibes. No awkwardness of sitting in women-dominated healing circles, feeling like an outsider. Here, you do the work in private - and still get direct Buddhist teachings on love, sex + power. You’ll learn from the perspective of a conscious, powerful woman who’s worked with hundreds of men over the last decade (many 45+) and actually understands the unique struggles men face in intimacy.

I Didn't Want Another Love-and-Light-Only Echo Chamber...

Here's Why I Created This Space (for real): 

My biggest breakthroughs didn’t come from $5K Bali retreats or glossy weekend "tantric love" workshops. They came from heartbreak, identity death + terrifying leaps of faith - on the floor, at my altar, when nothing made sense yet.

For years I tried to fit into the curated “conscious” scene, but it felt disingenuous. Performative. Everyone using the same buzzwords, bypassing the hard parts, "looking spiritual" instead of living it. I knew I didn’t belong there anymore.

Then I stumbled into a Tibetan Buddhist class. The dharma immediately landed in way that just felt right - lineage, discipline, depth. Finally, a path that didn’t sugarcoat suffering, but gave me tools to transform it. 

That’s why I created The Underground: not another vanilla love-and-light-only container, but a space for radical seekers ready for something edgier.

I craved a space that welcomes all of you:

🔥 Where the Hot + the Holy get to co-exist

🔥 Where shadow isn’t avoided - it’s honored + integrated

 🔥 Where you don’t have to hide your anger, your impatience or your eroticism to be “spiritual enough"

🔥 Where you can show up undiluted - and be met with respect

So, here we are.

Bottom line: If you’re not looking for the entry-level portal anymore + this is resonating...

The Underground was made for you.

Real results don’t happen by accident - they come from a rhythm of daily practice, playful experimentation + community connection.

Here’s how the magic will unfold each month inside The Underground…

🔥 The Monthly Theme 

Each month anchors into one provocative, disruptive or playful thread - reshaping how you relate to power, intimacy + your own mind.

🔥 The Mood Drop 

A creative spark to set the tone -  a moodboard + playlist or prompt aligned with the theme (and you’re invited to create your own). A reminder that spiritual work can also be fun, artistic + alive.

🔥 One Potent Buddhist Practice

A Tibetan Buddhist meditation to repeat daily (15 mins or less) aligned with the monthly theme, for karmic purification + clarity that actually sticks.

🔥 Mid-Month Workshop

Raw storytelling, Buddhist teachings + playful shadow work for deeper integration of the theme. Pre-recorded + drops the 15th of the month, so you can watch anytime (no live-call fatigue). 

🔥The Community Energy

Access to a private Telegram broadcast channel for unfiltered riffs + spicy truth delivered straight into your pocket a few times a week. A sense of belonging, without the overwhelm of Zoom calls or group chat burnout. Perfect for introverts (like me, hi!) when you like to do your own thing, but still stay connected to a group environment for transmissions that fuel your practice.

🔥 An Evolving Space

We launched for Founding Members in July 2025 as a beta round. If doors open again in 2026 (TBD - depends on the waitlist + interest), it will be in a new premium, high-ticket format. 

Normally, access to this level of intimate practice + transmission would cost you thousands inside retreats or 1:1.

Here, you get the full monthly experience of legitimate Buddhist meditation practice and integrative shadow work to transform your karma in Love, Money, Sex + Power - from the privacy of home (no embarrassing live Zoom calls or breakout groups where you feel overly exposed).

If that turns you on? Then you already know this is your spot. 💋

Each month inside The Underground we work with a fresh theme that fuses Buddhist meditation practice, an integrative workshop + spicy, playful shadow work - shaking up old patterns + radically transforming your karma.

Here’s a glimpse of what we’ve explored so far + what's coming soon:

Past Themes in 2025

🔥 July → Love, Actually

Workshop: When Love Actually Gets... Messy

Cracking open the gap between fantasy/expectation vs. unconditional love + highlighting the subtle ways we sabotage intimacy - especially when it finally feels safe (but unfamiliar).

🔥 August → The Karma of Generosity: No Strings Attached

Workshop: Boundless Giving, Boundless Joy: How to Give More, Love More + Receive More without Burnout or Hidden Agendas

Transforming anger, frustration, guilt + scarcity into authentic generosity (in love + beyond) that energizes instead of drains.

🔥 September → Meeting the Lover Within

Workshop: Lover Within, Beloved Without - Your Lover is Your Projection

How Your Relationship with Yourself + Your Mind Shapes Your Karma of Intimacy with Others.

What's Next? A Bold, Erotic Seasonal Arc

Starting in October 2025 → January 2026, we’ll be exploring intimacy + power (touching on Love and Money, the two most highly-charged topics) through an erotic lens:

🔥 October →  Erotic Purification

Workshop: Shadows of Desire

Dissolving the sneaky blocks to deeper intimacy and prosperity - like jealousy, envy, shame + fear - so you can receive with ease (and ultimately liberate yourself from any grasping or avoidance at all - both create suffering), without fear running the show.  Using a potent 4-step Tibetan Buddhist purification technique, we’ll clear these karmic patterns at the root.

Upcoming juicy deep dives include Erotic Power, Harnessing Sexual Energy as Fuel for Radiance + Creativity, Love as Liberation, Devotion + Sacred Union as High Alchemy...and more to come 😜.

Each month builds on the last - deepening your intimacy, sharpening your power + anchoring you in erotic liberation. By year's end, you’ll have burned through patterns that could’ve trapped you for decades - the same ones that keep most people drowning in shame + fear or stuck in mediocre, half-alive relationships.

💌 P.S. You'll get access to all the past archived monthly content as a new member! 

What Makes The Underground Unique

Most spiritual spaces keep you comfortable. The Underground gets you free.

🔥 It's spiritual discipline...but in a leather jacket, cracking a dirty joke. 🏍️

Our roots are in ancient Tibetan Buddhist lineage - wisdom passed directly from teacher to student for thousands of years - but transmitted in a relatable way for your modern life - and all its challenges.

Yes - we work hard here...but laughter is medicine, too! 😝 (Honestly, this industry could lighten the fuck up, lol). Spiritual growth isn’t meant to feel like punishment + you're not a project who has to prove you're worthy.

You won’t find this in the Calm meditation app or a Hay House book. And if you’re a purist? This probably won’t resonate either. 

We're playing at the intersection of the Sacred + the Profane, baby. 

💋 I'm intentionally provocative, because sometimes we need things shaken up to wake up. In other words, I won't be coddling your ego -  I’ll be challenging it (with love). ⚡ 

If your soul's craving joyful rebellion, deep devotion + practices that actually work ...welcome home. 🫶🏼

Entry By Application Only

🔐 The Underground isn’t for everyone - and that's the point.

I’m not gatekeeping as a flex. I’m protecting the integrity of what's being built here.

The work here is nuanced - deeper than the mainstream - and it demands emotional maturity, radical responsibility + a willingness to get uncomfortable.

Every person applies - yes, even at the entry tier.

That’s the bar, babe.

If that excites you more than it scares you...you're probably one of us.

👇🏼Join the waitlist below.🔥