There's a reason I teach this kind of Shadow Alchemy...

⚡I've always been in the taboo lane of spiritual entrepreneurs.😝

One of the pillars of my business is Devotion. Another is Sensual Embodiment, because our erotic, life-force energy is an aspect of our power (especially as women) that's deeply misunderstood. I've been merging the worlds of spirituality & sexuality for years...and it confuses & activates the f*ck out of a lot of people.

Enter: Lessons in envy, jealousy & rejection x 1000.😂

For years, I struggled with wanting to fit in, so I was like a professional lone wolf. I longed for peer support & a loyal community, but was either perceived as too edgy for most "spiritual" people or I was holding way back in an attempt to be more mainstream & palatable, which actually killed my magnetism , constricted my power & made me MORE invisible online.😭

This meant facing rejection head-on (enter: childhood playground traumas of being last-picked, lol), because while I didn't "blend" with most spiritual circles, when I toned it down to appeal to more people -  I didn't attract the right community that was fully resonant with my truest energy. What I've learned along the way was this: Part of raising our consciousness means bridging the gaps of perceived "separation" & embodying ALL parts of ourselves, unapologetically.🔥

I used to deeply envy  the thriving, sensually-alive women entrepreneurs I saw online...

...the ones effortlessly embodying their radiance, feminine magnetism & playfulness, while offering fierce spiritual teachings. The ones with the turned-on lives who weren't working themselves into the ground 24/7 until they were burned-out, yet were building a solid, purpose-driven business that honored their softer side, too.

I wanted what they had (this is why I quit my corporate job years back, because I was chronically ill in hustle-mode), but what I had to do first was alchemize my own envy/jealousy & realize *my* powerful, authentic embodiment was hiding underneath all that resentment. Once you start alchemizing your shadow, it actually gets way more fun to dance with these polarities. Then, guess what? I even went & hired a few of those women to teach me! 😝

If you want to release suffering & serve from your power, then bringing your shadows into the light & transforming them is a non-negotiable on this path. 

🔥And this is why a calling isn't just "a business". 

If you're interested in building the most honest, transparent legacy of revolutionary, heart-centered & spiritually-grounded work that's *SO YOU, IT'S BEYOND COMPARISON* - you've got to be committed to getting into the trenches of alchemy & staying completely devoted to your highest vision throughout all your seasons of growth.  

Envy, Jealousy & Fears of Rejection

are three of the most common ways you:

❌ unconsciously dilute your power

&

❌prevent yourself from experiencing true abundance - the kind rooted in compassion, generosity & love

In truth, these 3 patterns are all just ⚡data⚡ informing you about your own unrealized potential & what you're here to express & embody. Let them INSPIRE you to go for what you really want, instead. 

Ultimately you've got to understand how to work *with* your insecurities -  instead of denying or resisting them - so your unconscious mind isn't sabotaging your growth & leadership abilities. No matter how much you've already achieved, new phases of evolution = new resistance, because: New Level, New Devil. 😅👹

Have you noticed that when you're feeling wobbly or insecure, you attract clients who are equally as indecisive & unsure of themselves? Or when you're hiding your true self, you call in people who are suddenly repulsed when you slip & show off the bolder parts of you that you've been repressing? Rather than complaining or demanding they change, you need to be the change you want to see.

⚡You've got to go first, babe. Your shadow is the gateway to your power.🔥

There's a Tibetan Buddhist solution that addresses these insecurities at the root & transforms them into abundance & power, so you won't keep cycling through the same painful patterns on repeat.

In Buddhism, our resistance, obsessive behavior or sabotaging thought patterns are simply acknowledged as habits of the mind.

🔥Through meditation, we habituate & rewire our mind in ways that serve our highest potential.  

As a leader, you're here to pave the way...

❌not by being some "perfect" person on a pedestal

but rather by:

⚡showing others the path forward while also transforming your own insecurities & doubt

...so it's up to you to be the alchemist, baby.💎

In Beyond Comparison, you’ll learn an ancient method to transform envy, jealousy & rejection, as well as receive Tibetan Buddhist wisdom on how to make your mind fertile ground for the highest empowerment possible, so you can keep showing up as the Visionary Leader you're here to be, instead of getting caught up in comparisons, competition & emotional drama.

You'll learn how to address your shadow aspects in the most effective way possible - with radical ownership - so you're able to stay focused on your mission & devoted to serving your community, no matter what arises. 🔥🙏

You want:

⚡the skills to remain consistent, resilient AF & grounded in your mission when your fears are activated, even in the face of harsh judgments, periods of silence, low engagement or other perceived “failures”

⚡to fearlessly embody your power & stop playing small to avoid “rejection” or other people’s projections

⚡to stop unconsciously creating scarcity, because you’re actually terrified of “success” (who would you be & how would people react if you DID get what you wanted? what stories would have to die?)

⚡to trust your bold, activating energy & highest truth in your messaging, regardless of how polarizing it is or who it pisses off

⚡to do radical & revolutionary shit that nobody else is doing yet & have the confidence to be a trailblazer, even before you find your people who "get it"

⚡ride-or-die dream community or clients who are equally as committed to the necessary shadow work to transform 

⚡to stand out & have lasting power in the sea-of-sameness in your industry, because of your deep devotion, integrity & embodiment of your mission

 ⚡to create a thriving, turned-on life that lights you the f*ck up (no matter who gets jealous or resentful) & also honors your rest, emotional cycles & pleasure, because burn-out isn't a marker of "success" for you anymore

Remember...

🔥This is your life's work that requires total commitment & intentionally burning through the discomfort, not a cute little fling that you're gonna abandon as soon things get hard. With that said, I still want you to play & have fun along the way (because when you integrate your shadows, it gets soooo much easier to do both, promise).💋

So much of what you desire is possible, but if you don't address your shadow directly & alchemize it, it's like having an old-ass computer program in your mind that hasn't been updated in 25 years silently running (and sabotaging) your entire life. You'll keep (unconsciously) creating the same painful patterns - like scarcity & frustration - on repeat.

⚡You've got to face your fears of Envy, Jealousy & Rejection directly, with love & wisdom to change things at the root. And that's what we'll do inside of Beyond Comparison.

 This series will help you:

⚡face the fears of the unknown with more confidence, so you're not letting the "what-ifs" hold you back anymore

⚡transition from a crappy 9-to-5 that's a "security net" (but you hate it) into the kind of well-paid & soul-satisfying career you ACTUALLY want

⚡purify envy, jealousy & rejection so you step into YOUR power, instead of watching others live the life YOU LONG TO LIVE

⚡release patterns of fear, scarcity, self-doubt & overwhelm that are keeping you settling for BREADCRUMBS, when what you really want is a feast (of joy, abundance, dream clients, creative fulfillment, etc.)

⚡tap into YOUR highest potential, so you're not silently watching others get what you want simply because you were too afraid to take the leap

⚡cultivate the self-trust to keep moving forward, instead of continuing to back out on your dreams when things get hard 

⚡build the resilience to be a powerful leader (whether you're leading yourself or others) who inspires other people because of your integrity & devotion to your mission (not because you only tell them what they want to hear 😂)

This audio & meditation series is for you if you'd like to:

⚡understand how envy & jealousy are showing you your own unrealized potential, so you can stop trying to copy other successful leaders in your industry (this never works -  people feel when you're incongruent) & confidently embody your unique gifts & talents, which is what your community actually needs from you

⚡stop getting caught up in comparison-itis, competition or imposter syndrome that block your most magnetic self-expression & water down your impact (BOTH of which you need to stand out as an your authority in your niche)

⚡learn how to reframe rejection & turn it into an empowerment, rather than taking it personally by ghosting your own work or allowing it to derail your progress for weeks, months or more

⚡have the emotional & energetic capacity to increase your visibility & reach more people who need your offerings, without unconsciously sabotaging it because you’re scared of how others will react when you're not playing small to keep them comfortable anymore 

⚡rise into higher levels of leadership with the conviction to withstand the heat that comes along with more personal responsibility  (aka: say goodbye to people-pleasing & Peter-Pan syndrome & hello to decisiveness during challenges, devotion beyond the temporary recognition & embracing long-term commitment) 

⚡learn how to play with your shadow aspects as fuel for growth, smile at your pain with gratitude (because it's desperately trying to teach you something you've been avoiding) & fearlessly dance in the polarities of light & dark, instead of being terrified & letting your shadow unconsciously sabotage your life (think: Existential Kink by Carolyn Elliott, because IYKYK 💋)